I am in ND despretly a free hospital treatment for alcohol / drug / suicide in Jacksonville fl.please me. I AM 26 years old AND have smoked and drank CANNIBUS PERFUSLY scince I was 16 I HAVE Tryed to stop, but became more depressed and have suicidal thoughts ... I just want to die .. I had problems that so many FAMILY hurt ME AND TAKE CHARGE OF MY THOUGHTS ... He REALLY Need help before I do somthing stupid and I cannot do it alone ....... HELP ME PLEASE .....
John
I was in the recovery of 20 + and know what you are going through .. do yourself a favor and head to a meeting in 12 steps, AA .. Open in a meeting, PLEASE .. I sponsor a lot of guys, I can say that there is nothing that a drink or a drug will only get worse.
The poster above mine gave you a phone number for AA Jacksonville Call the hotline, they'll probably find someone to pick you up for a meeting if you need a ride.
Admitting your problems is not good. Online Check-AA ALCOVE.ORG, it is a wire line recovery message. There are links to active online AA meetings.
If you stay clean and dry now. You can do it. The pain will subside, guaranteed!. We have a saying in AA, 90 meetings in 90 days if you do not like it, we will gladly refund of misery. Man O Man "I know what you're going, not wanting to drink, but not knowing how to stop.
Believe me when I say I was close to life in the streets of Denver, when I quit. I've been a great disappointment to my family. You can pass anything with the help .. You'll find it in AA. Please go to a meeting and talk to people after the meeting .. Then go again tonight and tomorrow as often as you need too.
John, Please check alcove.org I AA message with you.
http://www.aa-alcove.org
Post new message in open discussions if you know what .. I'll look for you.
Talk to someone, a friend or another. Seek professional help. Or just chat with us, I do not doubt that everyone here wants to help.
IF YOU really need help then what you should do is GO to a local hospital and say you want help for suicidal thoughts and they will assess you to see if you need
Being put in the hospital.
The first step is to call 1 (904) 399-8535. This is the Jax local Alcoholics Anonymous Hotline. They will be able to help you get what you need from there, if a detox, treatment center, emergency room, or anything else, He ' there is no cost.
And it works. I have been clean and sober for 13 years, since I was 48. You are 26. Start now and you save more than 22 years of misery, I went through. Good luck.
Posted on March 8, 2010.